Reminds me of home <33
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Bahahahaha!! XDD
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They say you don’t know what you’ve got ‘till its gone.
The truth is you knew exactly what you had, you just thought you’d never lose it.
My Pitiful Life
I hate my fucking life.
Like seriously, it’s gotten to the point where all I want to do all day is hide out and cry. I feel like I have no home, no friends, nothing going for me at school, etc. It’s the most miserable I’ve ever felt in my life and I feel like I can’t do a single thing about it but get wasted and forget my problems for a night (along with everything else I decide to do that night..).
If I had to give my life a dollar amount, it would have been a pathetic $12 a few years ago. But now I’ve done so many stupid things and made so many mistakes and just made my life a living hell. I’m bankrupt.
Fuck this bullshit, I can’t live like this, I feel so alone and helpless and sadly, Tumblr is the only place I can cry to. Why me, God? Honestly?
A Few More Quick Things
1. I never did get my pet fish, but I realized if I did it would die because I go home most weekends and I wouldn’t be able to feed it. Of course my suitemates could but I don’t want to give them that responsibility. That would be uncool.
2. I need to stop saying that I feel like I’m all better and face the fact that I will NEVER be “all better”… depression and anxiety are lifelong problems that are engrained in me, whether I like it or not.
3. I am so over this life right now. The only changes that happen to me lately are bad ones, and I’m just like…. Really? Really?? CoMe OnNnNn uhg. :/
Just An Update
I’m still mad at myself, but not as mad because I realized I’m learning from my mistakes. Fingers crossed that I don’t make them anymore, or at least less frequently. Otherwise I feel slightly less terrible, but still terrible for sure.
I’m Really Annoyed.
I feel like it’s impossible for me to make the right choices, in basically every situation. I always wish I did something else. I seriously need to get it together. Right now. I can’t live another second feeling this way.
SOMEBODY HELP ME, what am I doing wrong?? Am I doing anything right???
Play on, playa.
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